My first journey to Peru was in September 2022, when I experienced the power of plant medicines for the very first time. I had no idea then how profoundly it would alter the course of my life. That first encounter cracked me open… and since then, I’ve found myself returning every six months, each time peeling back another layer, deepening my connection, and remembering who I truly am.
Today, I finally feel ready to share this journey with you.
It hasn’t been easy. It has been long, raw, and often deeply uncomfortable, a journey of purging, of dying and being reborn again and again. I’ve shed layers upon layers of limiting beliefs, deep-rooted conditioning, and patterns that no longer serve me.
This has been a journey of self-discovery, of returning to my original essence. From recognizing my worth to embracing unconditional self-love, from reclaiming my power to uncovering my soul’s unique gifts… I’ve come a long way. And I’m proud of every single step I’ve taken.
It has also been a journey of finding my voice. Of learning to express myself fully and unapologetically. Of giving myself permission to feel everything I once suppressed: pain, grief, shame, guilt, and fear. And in doing so, I have finally begun to heal.
I’ve learned to set strong, healthy boundaries. I’ve learned to say NO, not out of resistance, but out of deep self-respect. I’ve learned to choose myself without guilt. Because I now understand that I am the heroine of my own story… and no matter what, I will always have myself. Even if the world around me disappears.
One of the most life-changing realizations was seeing how often I had abandoned myself in the name of love, care, or selflessness. I used to pour from an empty cup, believing that was noble. But the truth is, I’ve only truly begun to serve others by first learning to serve myself. By filling my own cup to the brim, I allow the overflow to nourish everyone around me, naturally, effortlessly, lovingly.
Through these sacred ceremonies and moments of deep introspection, I’ve remembered that I am not just a woman, I am a divine being. And simply by showing up as my truest, highest self, I contribute to this world in ways words can’t capture. My presence, my vibration, my light… that is the medicine I offer.
I’ve come to see the nature of this 3D matrix we live in. That life exists in duality, where there is joy, there will also be sorrow. That both must be embraced with love. One does not cancel the other. They dance together, weaving the full spectrum of the human experience.
And most importantly, I’ve come to remember that we are nature. That life, in all its chaos and beauty, is a gift. That everything we seek, peace, love, purpose, belonging, it’s all here. Within us. In this very breath. At this moment.
